A Short Getaway

   Last Wednesday, my parents took me and my sister to Avilion!! Like, its our fave resort ever. We've been there like so many times ( only 3 ). But, it still doesnt bore us. So we thought we weren't going anywhere fun during the holidays so they kind of suprised us.

    

    I kind of feel like I didn't really deserve to go anywhere because of a certain something that I'm not ready to talk about. But still, thank you to the best parents ever.

Dengue Buster Run 2014

   Just when my skin started getting fair, BOOM there's this run and its got T-A-N written all over it. 

   Nevertheless, I had fun though. Well, other than the part that I was so close in giving up cause baby, my stamina was nada. I swear I keep promising myself not to enter another run!!! Sigh, oh well. Atleast I got my koko marks. 

           - Oh so lovely seniors x -

          - The price giving ceremony - 

       - My mains, Amiera and Imilia x -

   My so called "lucky" number was 646. Which totally made me think about Stitch, cause he was experiment 626 and I thought damn, it'd be so cool if i got that number. And guess what?! There was a lucky draw who were one of the winners?? 626...

Screwing Up

Have you ever screwed up so bad you just wish you didn't exist? That if you had a once in a lifetime oppurtunity to have one wish, it would be  to turn back time to fix that one problem? And now you're just sitting there full of regret, thinking how life would be so much better if you didn't mess it up. 

Well in general, I'm sure every person in the universe have had their ups and downs, including me. I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't. After all, we're only human (lets leave christina perri out of this). But I really hate it when other people judge other people just by the mistakes they've done. I must say, judging people by their mistakes is one of the shallowest thing anyone could do. We weren't born perfect, and so are those who looked down on other people.

Thats why each time I see my friends having trouble, instead of finding out why they messed up, I'd help them get through with it. I know, I know, sometimes none of us get the help we gave in return. And if you feel that way, you won't even get pahala because you were expecting something in return. If we do something sincerely, for sure Allah SWT will reward us with something no one else can top. 

Nostalgic Gurl

  I know my first post wasn't really an introduction, so here it goes.

  Hello, nostalgic gurl right here. 

Enjoy this picture of me ( not calling it a selfie ) ok bye.

Less Expecting, More Believing

   So, I guess we can all say we always expect things too happen, way too much. I mean, I just can't help imagining  things that could happen in my head. It just comes naturally. And sometimes we all do it just to make ourselves satisfied or happy. 

  Recently I have been hoping of a certain "dream" to appear in my head. Sadly, it hasn't happened yet until last night. You see, before the dream happened I already created my own "dream" in my head and I would always think about everynight before I go to sleep because I thought there was a slight chance I might have that dream I was "dreaming" about. Then when I finally had that dream, I thought, this was not what I expected. In my "dream", it was more about what could happen in the future, although we all know if we expect things to happen, it won't actually happen. Sucks, huh? 

  He practically ignored me in the dream. You know how dreams are always extra/super weird right? Well, there's that and ugh its always hard to describe dreams. I was kinda bummed how he didn't really acknowledge my existence, except his grandmother lol. His grandmother was nice enough to welcome me, but later on she turned into a piece of furniture..... dreams pfft. The dream probably started at a super huge house. A mansion perhaps? But it was kind of connected to the next door, where he was staying. And suddenly I was in another room, there he was, wearing a straight face, and in that moment I swear we made eye contact for about 2+ seconds. Then he looked away, as expected. It was like I was invisible, no? Cause not a single expression was shown. Then we saw each other a few times again, its like I wasn't even there. Of course we all know, dreams are just dreams. And things will only happen if Allah SWT wants it to happen.

  Not just in dreams, in life too. People always get hurt by expecting too much. You see girls dumping guys cause they expected more from them. You see marriages falling apart because they expected they could be happy. You see people failing their ambitions because they expected they could succeed. But the truth is, expecting is only going to bring you down and everyone knows it yet we all do it. Instead, we should just not think about the future and think about the spectacular now. The present. And just believe we can do it.

  To be on safe side and not get hurt, less expecting, more believing ( praying helps too ).